I don't... Know how long it has been... I'm hungry, I ran out of water hours ago... But I can't go risk the kitchen. He's in here somewhere... I don't know where. I can hear him moving around outside in the halls... I don't know where Mom and Dad are. I don't want to think that they've... Died... It is pitch black outside. I haven't even seen the moon or any stars, it is just inky darkness. The only lights in here that work now are the Televisions and computers. The sound of that goddamn static won't STOP. I can't even turn them off anymore... I've been hacking up this black gunk, mixed with blood. It's everywhere now, on my bed, on the floor... The computer doesn't even register that it has been at least a day, maybe more? No one is coming. I am on my own here... Just with Him. Did they beat him in MarbleHornets? Can he be beat? I haven't even tried attacking him... Everything in my body just tells me to run whenever I see him... He must have gotten Kase. This makes so much sense now. I understand. He killed Kase, he is going to kill the others and me. All because we watched those fucking videos? This isn't fair... How can I make it stop? Tell me, please tell me! I know you have to still be reading this SHIT, whoever the fuck you are. What do I have to do?  

It has been hours. Morning hasn't come yet. Why? I don't understand... What the hell is happening? What the fuck do you want? How does he move so fucking FAST? I know... I know he's looking for a way in. But if I so much as blink, he vanishes, and I find him still fucking WATCHING ME from a different room! What do I do when he makes it in? It's Him, it's really fucking Him... The real Slender Man...

HELP ME PLEASE!!!

Why? Why? None of the phones are working, no one else is in the house, the car won't start, this god DAMN computer won't shut down, and I can't even leave this page! The TV just gives off static, white noise crap... I can't stay outside long enough to fix the car, because he is out there too. Where is everybody? Where? Nothing in the house seems like it's working anymore! What the hell is going on?

Someone, please help. Please...

FUCK OFF

I just changed my password to this account, using some random password generator I found online. Goddamn fucking hacker. Idiot thinking he can scare me by trying to tell me that the fucking idiot in a costume I saw was the real fucking Slender Man. Laughable. Just give up and leave me the fuck alone. What the hell did I even do to you to earn this? It's only a matter... Of time before the police find you, if you keep this up, so just go away.

I know you are reading this, so just... Go the fuck away. Really, I mean it. What the hell are you trying to do, or prove here, huh? What possible gain could you have from stalking a college student? I don't have any big piles of money laying around, I don't have anything you could possibly want, so why, why, WHY the fuck are you still watching me through my goddamn window?  

What will make you struggle, little fly? You see the spider's shadow upon you, but you act as if you are still aimlessly buzzing around freely. What could be more insulting, prey, than to ignore the presence of your predator? The other insects caught in the web, they know... Their struggling is pleasing to me. Yet you remain in denial of what you already know, deep down. You saw Him too closely to believe your own words and petty logic.

You shall bear witness. You shall be the last, and before the end you too will struggle as they do. As Alec did, before the end.  

Stalker

He was outside my window this morning. That fucker dressed like the Slender Man. How the fuck did he find where I live? Why the fuck was he here?

I'm still tired and weak, even if the medicine is helping the migraines. I was laying in bed, drifting between dreams and reality, when I noticed that vaguely human shaped silhouette among the trees in the dim morning light. The proportions were wrong, and there was no face, no eyes, no hair. He was just standing there, all limp and boneless, staring in at me. All I could do was yell for Mom and Dad... But when they got to my room, he was gone without a trace.

I told them the truth, of course. Some wacko in a Halloween costume was standing at my window. I'm really wondering now... Did he have something to do with Kase's death? It would explain the weird questions he asked last time... I saw him alive. But why the hell is he dressed up like Slender Man? Only a few people were even conscious while we were watching MarbleHornets, and most of them were complete strangers. So... If it's one of them, why the fuck would they be stalking me? To kill me? Assuming they did kill Kase? Assuming Kase was even the target, and not the Security Officer... Ah... Fuck.

We called the police, but what was I going to tell them? A 9 ft faceless man in a suit was at my window? All I could tell them was "Bald, wearing a business suit and tall." But it is a costume. It has got to be a costume. So that information isn't entirely useful... So. Fuck. I don't know what to do.

Drawing. Drawing makes me feel better.  

Blood Disease

Well, something is obviously wrong with me, but the doctor has no fucking clue what it is. Doesn't help, of course, that we've had to switch from our longtime family Doctor to a new one due to the goddamn Obamacare crap. This new Doctor, Albion, has my records, but doesn't exactly know them all too well. He had some theories as to where the migraines, fever, vomit and coughing came from, but he had no explanation for the sleep walking. Of course, that wasn't the only thing that apparently made sense. They took some blood from me, and I remember the nurse staring at it all wide eyed and taking it to Albion. When he came back, he told me there was something in my blood that he couldn't identify, and that he wanted to send it out for someone to look at.

Isn't this just wonderful? I have some kind of blood disease, or something. In the meantime, Albion prescribed some strong painkillers for the Migraines, but didn't have anything else helpful for the coughing, or the fever and vomit, if they come back. So, we'll have to see what happens now. Break is far from over.