Dear Diary. I fucked it up! I fucking fucked it up!!!!
An 88! A fucking 88! I took the test, and I absolutely failed it. A
fucking 88... This was an easy test. Simplest thing in the world.
Wrote Memorization. Nothing more. And I missed so goddamn many it
cost me a letter grade.
This was bound to happen... I haven't been sleeping well lately, for
no real reason. Just a lot of tossing and turning and my body flat
out refuses to sleep more than 3 hours a night... And I'm doodling
during class instead of taking notes. Fucking Slender Man. Fucking
MarbleHornets. I shouldn't have watched it. Its fucked me up. I
wasn't scared, I'm not scared now... But it affected me somehow. And
between it and Thanksgiving... Fuck Fuck Fuck. The Judge is going to
be disappointed. I fucking let him down... I let everyone down and I
can't be failing like this again. I am not going to fail again.
Fucking up is not an option, period. I have to be perfect.
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